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and obnoxious.
                     There is present at this time a Saul Branch of Christianity, and they have control of the
               reins of the church. They guard the doors, and choose what message will be proclaimed to
               the masses. Their message is not one of a vital and active faith, for Saul failed in this regard,
               being unwilling to wait for God in the midst of a crisis. This branch of the church does
               everything through the power and strength of man. It is marked by programs of man, and
               it is a kingdom of man. It looks very impressive on the outside, even as Saul was impressive
               by being head and shoulders taller than everyone else around him.
                     There is also a Davidic Branch of the church. At times this branch of faithful believers
               is allowed to dwell in the households that Saul controls, but more often than not those of
               this Davidic branch are driven away by the jealousy of Saul.  Many in this group find
               themselves living as outcasts, having their place and their ministry (pictured in Michal, the
               wife of David) given to another whom Saul chooses. These are without honor, and are often
               hounded by the Saul Branch of Christianity who wishes that they did not exist, for the Spirit
               expressly testifies that a day is soon coming when the reign of Saul over the people of God
               will come to an end, and other, more faithful servants, will stand in his place.
                     This  is  a  most  precious  truth  that  those  who  find  themselves  outside  the  camp
               suffering the reproaches of Christ should take to heart. The kingdom will shortly be torn
               from the hands of the Saul Branch and given to the Davidic Branch who are being trained
               through hardship while suffering many reproaches.
                     We had only been in this home on Branch View for a couple months when I came to
               a financial test. There was a three week break before the summer quarter began at the
               college, and as an adjunct instructor I only received pay for actual hours taught in the
               classroom. Added to my recent reduction in hours to twenty per week, I now also had a
               three week period with no income and very little support was coming in from other sources.
               I pleaded with God to send forth His provision, but none was forthcoming. My bills began
               to get behind.
                     Not being able to pay rent on time was a particularly grievous trial. It was not like
               being late on paying a phone bill, or utility bill to some impersonal organization. We were
               renting from friends whom my wife had known from her youth, and I did not want them
               to think ill of me. I had already found that it was pointless to try to reason with people about
               the walk of faith God had called us to, for even Christians could not understand God dealing
               with modern day people in such a way. They might admit that God required men and
               women in years past to follow Him in faith, such as Abraham, or David, or Elijah, but I had
               been unable to convince anyone that He would require something similar of me. In my
               distress I asked God to let me take another job to supplement my income, but the Holy
               Spirit was constraining me greatly in this regard, and I knew it was not His will that I
               should do so.
                     When my rent was about a week late I knew I needed to contact our landlord and let
               him know that I was committed to paying him when I had the funds to do so. When I spoke
               to him he asked me if I had gotten the letter he had sent, and I told him I had not. He was
               somewhat surprised at this, but it turned out he had put the wrong address on the envelope
               and it took two weeks for the letter to arrive at our house. He told me to expect the letter,
               and he suggested I get another job. I thanked him for his patience and hung up.
                     I really wrestled with what God was doing in my life at this time. I told God that I was
               faithful in my expenditures. I had not incurred any more debt, and I was living in a frugal
               manner. I told Him I was quite willing to work a second job if He would release me. All I
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